21 June,2009
i have been caught in the crossfire of "What to do?". Do i need more than i have! And in order to have more Do I have to loose all i have.Because thats the way i have dashed out last time. I Need to focus. I need an inspiration or I would say like teenage days "A NO WAY OUT" can push me. But This time it can make or break my life. The question is : Am I serious enough to take that Risk?Am i capable enough to come through with flying colours? It easy to swim when you with flow.I need a flow.It seems i have become a man without backbone.A man without a way.
DAM I HATE THIS MAN I HAVE BECOME.
this not what i wanted to become.
I never had been in such a pain for being i such a comfortable suitation.I need a way. A way which can put me at peace with my moral.
Manpreet